“There’s no need to miss someone from your past- There’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future” – Unknown

It's been really sunny and warm outside (or rather hot!) 

and it's another reminder that summer swimsuit season

is on it's way. 

I need to get my butt to the gym and work it out. 

I want to actually feel confident in a bikini 

and actually wear one this summer.

I had a fun weekend. Partied all Friday night and slept all Saturday.

If I didn't love to sleep, i'd be pissed for wasting my whole day off in bed

but I love to sleep. 

I am offically not wasting my time on guys anymore.

I really am just through.

What I will do is go on dates if i am asked

but I will not have any expectations.

I also need to learn to not be so quick to say no.

Just because they are not a certain someone

does not mean it isn't meant to be.

Obviously, me and a certain someone will never be

because he has changed and become someone

I do not recognize.

It's sad when that happens.

Esp when you just really adore 'em

and look up to 'em

and then they morph into a 

jackass.

So from now on, I am going to be the best I can be

and just be. 

P.S. Loving my Iphone 4 :)