My photoshoot last Thursday with Diana was so much fun!
We didn't get as many good ones as we hoped,
but it is my fault.
I invited my lover to it
(i should be his best friend forever after this but sadly i never will be)
and I kept talking to him about politics while posing.
Fortunately, we communicate really well when together
but unfortunately, he sucks at it when we are apart.
When I say together, I don't mean as a couple.
I have cried so many tears for this guy for over three years now
that my eyes are like a desert.
I keep telling myself I need to let go
but now I know for a fact that I
to let go.
It's not a question of if I want to,
it's just something I have to do.
I do love him though.
I don't love how he has treated me lately
but I knew this would happen,
Out Of Sight
Out Of Mind
But damn! Is he missin' out!!!