Should I stay or should I go now...

I ran into the guy I was dating the last few months (the one who accused me of making out w/ my room mate...ugh lol) and he apologized to me and invited me over for coffee. We talked and things were good. We saw each other Thursday night and he made me dinner and it was a good night. He was very affectionate with me. But, it's Saturday and I have yet to hear from him. Makes me feel insecure. Do I contact him or wait for him to contact me? I have a feeling this is not the right one.

I work for the weekends

Skyping with Diana! <3 She will be staying with us next weekend when she comes to visit for her birthday! I am so excited!!!




Sunset Blvd on Saturday.



New jacket from some shop on Melrose. No luck with vintage shopping this wkd but did score this faux leather jacket, on sale!

Oh Sunday night. Back to work tomorrow. I can't wait for it to get cold and rainy so I can take a sick day and stay in baking and watching movies, snuggled in bed. Ahh I can be so lazy. :)

I love weekends xoxo





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No hope

Sitting in bed feeling numb and withdrawn from life. I'm emotionless, yet so emotional. On the outside I am trying to be tough, and y'know, cool, calm, and collected. But on the inside I am sad and angry. Is he just Oblivious? Or is he just another asshole? I mean, if my friend were dating a guy who she has continuously invited over to her apt and he has consistently canceled, yet will then say "but you can come over tonight" (even tho she was going to have him over after work and cook him dinner)....I think I'd be a bit skeptical that she was just a booty call. Someone who shows no desire to meet your friends or hang out at your new apartment, but just wants her to come over at night or meet her at the bar (where she ends up driving him home bc he's on probation for a DUI). Or if he has plans with her, then cancels to go to the bar with his doushebag brother to drink a few pitchers of beer... Then reschedules for the next day and then, oh my god...get this, will cancel, again! ...yet invites her over later that night...

I'd tell my friend to never talk to him again.

Which is exactly what my friends told me and exactly what I am going to do.

Location:Bed

Yes

I am getting this dec 25th. :D


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Cake

Weekend has been very nice. House party on Friday night. Beer pong and stuff...y'know all that classy stuff. :)
Saturday was a Surprise Birthday/Engagement party for a friend. Greg and I drove out to Pasadena to attend for a few hours. Then drove back into town for another birthday party! I discovered the most amazing thing ever...cake. Vodka..Well, cake flavored vodka. Taste like vanilla frosting. Amazing.

Feeling rather down today. Nothing seems to work out, especially this week. Feeling so confused about so many things in my life lately. Work, guys (singular, actually), the future, and feeling extremely insecure.. I need to get out of this rut.
The past year has actually been pretty good, it's just the past month has been awkward. Maybe moving out of my parents has a bit to do with it. I don't know...
There were a few good parts to the week however (yes let's be positive here!) I got to see Katie and spend some time with her.



Katie & Me :)

Saw my dogs Monday and Wednesday. Thank God I only live 10 minutes away from my family. My family is the most important thing to me. My mom, dad, bro and my little furry animals. The other great part to my week was when I made pumpkin pie pastry's (or pumpkin pie pop tarts).


Unfortunately, I didn't take a decent photo of 'em, since I devoured one before I thought of photographing it. But, let me just say, they were amazzzzing!! I am so tempted to go into the fridge and heat one up as I type!

I hope tomorrow is a better day. I need to stay positive, find thr motivation to be strong and keep myself inspired and happy.



Sweet Dreams,
LC

Hello, pumpkin!

Ok, I don't know why I stopped blogging, but I am back. I knew there was something missing from my life! :)
Anyway, it's the season for pumpkin!!! And because I kick ass, I'm making pumpkin pop tarts tonight! My room mates are going to hate me with all the baking I've done in the past month.





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Jerry's Deli is so yum

I got my hair done this weekend! Lightened it up a bit for summer. I like it. Thankfully I've got a tan now, so it helps to not wash me out. Speaking of tan...I got St. Tropez self tanner from Sephora. It works AMAZING!!! I am loving it so very much! :)

Hung out in Westwood with Katie last weekend. Here are some photos..















































































P.S. We ate at Jerry's deli for lunch. I ate the yummiest mushroom, grilled onions and motzorella cheese pinini on cheddar cheese bread. <3

it's a beautiful mornin'

What a nice day it was today. I took the day off work to clear my mind and relax. This job has sucked out all my energy, so I needed a day for myself.
I watched Time Travelers Wife which was pretty good. I am a sucker for Rachel McAdams movies. Love her. I walked to the local Chinese food place, picked up some Kung Pao and then walked home and enjoyed the deliciousness.
Monday night I went to Target to see if they had Never Let Me Go. Figured they wouldn't, since it's a British film. I ran into my friends younger brother and as we were talking in the DVD section, when out of the corner of my eye, I spotted it!!! I bought it and immediately went home to watch it! It was so good and so sad. I kind of want to watch it again. I am a sucker for any Keira Knightley movie. haha.
Last weekend I went to a BBQ birthday party for a friend. I took Greg with me. Good times. We drank Polish beer. Nom. We went out to Cho Cho San's that night and devoured sushi.

Friday was Good Friday and we had no work, so I went vintage shopping with Shawn out in Hollywood on Melrose. We ate lunch at the Snake Pit Ale House (and enjoyed a couple ale's). I found the cutest vintage leather vest from Argentina and the cutttest 70's baby doll dress with pretty flowers on it. Love.

Unconditional Love

SUMMER

 

It's starting to feel a lot like summer! Although, I am not one who likes the heat much, I do miss wearing dresses and open toed heels. :) 

This summer I will...

*make an effort to go to the beach

*get some color on my white legs!

*go swimming

*keep on workin out so I can feel comfortable in shorts. (if i get the courage to wear em in public)

*drink lots of lemonade!

*take lots of photos (with my cam not only my iphone)

*KEEP SAVING FOR MY MINI COOPER !!!

Gidget

The owner of the company I work for calls me Gidget. Hahaha. Love nicknames. I had no idea who he was talking about until I googled it. So cute. Def a sucker for a 50s-60s film. I just wish I could time travel and go shopping!!!

“There’s no need to miss someone from your past- There’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future” – Unknown

It's been really sunny and warm outside (or rather hot!) 

and it's another reminder that summer swimsuit season

is on it's way. 

I need to get my butt to the gym and work it out. 

I want to actually feel confident in a bikini 

and actually wear one this summer.

I had a fun weekend. Partied all Friday night and slept all Saturday.

If I didn't love to sleep, i'd be pissed for wasting my whole day off in bed

but I love to sleep. 

I am offically not wasting my time on guys anymore.

I really am just through.

What I will do is go on dates if i am asked

but I will not have any expectations.

I also need to learn to not be so quick to say no.

Just because they are not a certain someone

does not mean it isn't meant to be.

Obviously, me and a certain someone will never be

because he has changed and become someone

I do not recognize.

It's sad when that happens.

Esp when you just really adore 'em

and look up to 'em

and then they morph into a 

jackass.

So from now on, I am going to be the best I can be

and just be. 

P.S. Loving my Iphone 4 :)

March

Drained. Mentally.

I haven't posted all month. Wow. I suck.

It was a pretty good month, besides today (the last day of it) I got water on my iPhone and it died. I think it's done. It's in a bag o rice right now. It was still working after the water got on it and was luckily able to write down my crush's phone number. Then it went dead.

Oh well, I can use an upgrade and finally get the iPhone 4. It all works out. I'll just be short $200 bux. I will just have to not spend much next paycheck to get back to my saving for my convertible mini cooper. <3

I saw my crush today but he did not talk to me. I got a wave. His co worker, who has a crush on me, talked with me though. I guess you want what you can't have. Although, I am still trying to figure out why the hell I would want a player.

Work is going good. It's busy and stressful,  but I am learning a lot and feel more confident in myself.

Here are photos from the month of March:

made cupcakes

my buddy played at the ventura theater

morning sunrise

beautiful sunsets

sharon tate inspired make up

got my hair did!

st. patty's day!

my friend painted a photo of me!

happy bday to two of the greatest guys!

goodbye iPhone 3GS

Diana's last night

My friend Diana is moving to Austin, TX tomorrow morning so we celebrated at Chili's with Jeremy and Shawn last night. We ate a crap ton of food and drank yummy cocktails and took cute Polaroid photos with my Instax. It was a great time and I am very sad that Diana is moving so far away. But, you have to go where the job goes.

Di and Me

Jeremy & Shawn